retreat was a blast ! loved it to the max! out of all the retreats that i've been too, this one was the best of the best! it was fun, emotional, and extremely scary LOL . we cried, we laughed and we got pissy at eachother but in the end everything worked out fine! (: the fooood was definately yummy haha
at this retreat, we've played many activities and had other activities which involves eachother, and i guess i have learnt something new, well actually its not that new but i actually feel that its right and its true .. i learnt that in life there will be many regrets that you will have along the way and there are going to be some people who will disappoint you and you will dislike others and others will dislike you.. but disliking others is just going to backfire on you because it doesnt affect them, the only person that it would affect is you .. therefore why put yourself through all the pain and trouble disliking them when you can just forgive and forget ..
there was an activity where we had to write a letter to someone we wanted to and i wrote this letter to this certain someone who had disappointed me and letted me down alot .. i wrote down everything that was on my mind and what i had wanted to say to that person but i probably would have never have the courage to..and it felt much better although i know that person wont be able to read it but everything i had wanted to say was released onto paper and i guess .. that got alot off my back. oh and this other activity where we had to write what we wanted to let go off or hatred or whatever on a piece of paper then burn it .. on that piece of paper i wrote i wanted to let go of that certain person and i said to myself that that was gna be the end of the line for that person and i .. i wrote it down and had burnt it .. therefore i had letted go of that person .. we are nothing more or less besides friends .. and im glad i did because i know that i deserve much better and i shouldnt be the one feeling like i was to blame for what had happened when i know i didnt do anything . after burning the the piece of paper i felt extremely relieved. and it was a beginning to a fresh start ^-^" .. i know it sounds corny but yeah its true lols.
i learnt alot at this retreat .. it made me realise that i shouldnt take people for granted and that i should cherish everyone and every moment of my life .. and i should just take life for the way it is instead of wishing for what it couldve been if i took another path and the way i want it to be . after listening to the teachers stories of their life i realised that life is much more important than to dwell in the past and wishing i shouldve done something when i hadnt. i shouldnt let my stubbornness get in the way of doing anything .. i had lost a friend because of my stubbornness and therefore i had learnt my lesson .. from now on i will try my best not to let my stubbornness get in the way of my friendship with someone . i learnt that i, being the stubborn person i am was hurting my family and friends. i will change myself because i dont wanna hurt my family or friends anymore .. i will try my best to change for the sake of my friends and family because these people are the ones that means the most to me. they had always been there for me through thick and thin and had always forgiven me for the mistakes i have created and had always supported me no matter what i had done to them in the past .. to me i think this is what true friendship is .. friends and family who are always there for you no matter what .. what am i suppose to do without you guys .. because of all my friends and family .. i am who i am today .. you guys made me become a person like i am today and i thank you all for all the support and care and love you guys had given me! *TELL ME HOW IM SUPPOSE TO BREATHE WITH NO AIR.. CANT LIVE CANT BREATHE WITH NO AIR ITS HOW I FEEL WHENEVER YOU AINT THERE* you all are the air that i breathe :P i just want you guys to know that u guys mean the world to me and losing any of you's would be like a thousand knives going through my heart.. i love you all with all my heart .. and i promise to always be there for you guys whenever you needa shoulder to lean on .. (:
lovee always, Celinaaaa xx
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Finally i can be able to write in this thing :). so hows my pumpkins since i've last seen you guys ? which was like 6 hours ago ? :L
Man I'm like dead tired and i can't be bothered doing my homework & it's due tomorrow. ><" But it's only P.E so oh wells :). To be honest, I'm really scared to go back to sleep even though i just had my nanny nap. haha but yeaa seriously :(.
I think i told you guys ? well i know i told Celina. Oh wells i'll tell Deniece tomorrow, well thats if i go to school or i might be attending a funneral so yea :). Dont worry Carter I'll still tell you. oo retreat soon :D yayerr. Oh yea remember to bring your forms back tomorrow :D
Anyways thats its for now. Bye for now, not forever.
lve yu both.
mwaaa x
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hello girls ;]
am i the only one like literally keeping this thing alive?
haha i miss you guys already haha..
even though its only been a couple of hours..
its my mamas bday today and im at my grandmas house..
LOL
its soo loud i swear my family is soooo talkative hence why im sooo talkative LOLS
anyway..
i g2g ttys
miss you guys haha
<3 deniece
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yeah man its rad. first day, cleaning the beds and kettles. second day cleaning the bathrooms and fountains /sigh. i wish i had jessi's position or catering. but yeah house keeping is mad fun. lol ! its alright i guess . jst doing extra chores ? :( celinas plce was fun even though i didn't stay there for long bt yeh monica was gun. and tims hot. and the boss is jst .. lol ? haha. omg are yu serious deniece ? serena killed someone ? my work place has um. foxtel and i saw the commercial and she looks more mature now ? :). i finished season one ? well i think its season one.
oh and to deniece - some guy confessed he lkes me last night. celina knws cus i saw her and told her. ill tell you more on msn. if yu ever go on again bhaha !
anyways. im off for now :) whee bye all.
-mary x
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my BLOG yeah thats right :D
woahs, work experience is funnn as XD
deniece deniece if you ever get to read this soon, i hope you and your family all the best and goodluck :) take care buddy and i hope to see you soon eh ;]
LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER
- celinaa . xx mwah
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hrmms i came home pretty late . but yeahs hrmms i got alot to tell you guys about but its not convenient to say here so i`ll just msn you guys :D
love yous both long time babes
- celinaa . xx mwahs
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im bored dudes..
whats happening? LOL.. so what time did you end up going home last night?
i was like waiting for you guys to go online last night bloody mary didnt even go on LOL.. just joking.. i tried so hard to publish my artwork but jeez man thiss thing is like uber hard to use. ewwww i wrote the word uber it reminds me of charmaine.. ewww mann.. well ill talk to you guys later..
byes
xo deniece
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yeah its 1:15 atms and i just came home 20 mins ago and decided to blog you guys :) idk what to do anymore . ffs i was like emotionally depressed LAWLS! so i drank afair bit but yeah im still sober ^-^" its like so cold atms =/
well mary, i cant sleep thats the thing.. to many things are running through my head atms its like woah .. /sighs. yeah well there wasnt any fights at xuans but they were play fighting some did look serious but they were only joking LAWLS@them .
ehs idk what else to write . write more someother time i think imma go get some rest now . dead tired man !
- celinaa . xx mwahs
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Oh sigh.. its been soooo long since ive you knw blogged it.. haha!!
anyway.. yeah like the skin its soo like emo.. haha not i was just joking..
anyways im like at home right now and i like spent the whole day shopping today so guess how much my feet hurt ? haha
nawww celina whats up man? you can tell me but i think you're at a party..
which like totally makes sense because im at home !! get it? LOL.. our lives have been switched again but im not studying atms.
im like so excited for experience =D but it wont be the same without you guys.
i cant believe my beautiful artwork cant be seen =[ sad.
haha.. OMG mary i have like ep16 of gossip girl. but like i dont have ep 14-15 so like i skipped it haha. serena killed someone dude!! like seriously.. haha
and ps. i was not last seen at hilton hotel biting someones thingy off haha LOSER..
love you guys
xo - deniece
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whts up cup cakes ? :)
as you all can see I changed the skin and stuff. Hope yu guys still like it :). i dont know how to lke .. put pictures on though /gr. everyones at xuans party. damn dadddy wont let me go. well today i had badminton early in the morning and we were versing the state champions and woahh. they're like so pro. made me and cuc run all over the court /==". i wanna go to the party /gr. oh wells there'll always be next time and i bet they'll be another fight like last years then we'll have to get kicked out or some shit LOL !. well enjoy the night ladies :)
ps ; celcius you should seriiously start sleeping early. those bags arent there for no reason. bhaha. think abt me for once :( lol !
bye for now, not forevr :D
- mary x
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